Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Is life like a circle? do you believe in recurrence?

我又忍不住掉泪了....
我真的很傻.

I know i can do nothing to stop you.
I know i have no rights to stop you from doing so either.

I know i feared departure...
I know how i reacted the previous time this happened to me...
I feared it will recur,
as life is like a circle.....

All i can do is to HOPE you will stay.
But if you really wont,
I wil be brave,
and try to support your decision.

But before that,
i will have to be selfish to convince you to stay.
pls forgive me for being so selfish.
i'm just trying to protect myself.

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Teardrops of sorrows

teardrops
is a sign of fragility
it symbolizes feebleness
that was what i used to have in my mind.
sorrow
has been part and parcel of life
gloomy-days will always come
downcast is inevitable
all these years
life has proven to me that shedding tears isn't a solution to problem,
no matter how much tears i've shed,
stockpiles of them are still there waiting for me
Now,
I'm 'immuned' to sorrows,
I've casted a shielding spell that'll protects me from woe
teardorps of sorrows will never be alive
this i promise myself
it'll never invade my life ever again.
-huifang-
(cprr)