Sunday, March 14, 2010

怎么办?

说真的,
当我看到那面子书(facebook)的留言,
我心里真的很不爽.

我也很想帮你减轻你的担忧,
我希望那个你能够分享你的担忧的人是我,
不是她.

也许我真的想得太多了.

我替你担心,
替你紧张,
不见得你会在面子书给我留言.

也许aunty说得没错,
我应该不要把你捉的太紧,
免得, 万一有什么事,
到后来伤的最严重的会是我.

aunty说,
我不像是那种说不要就不要的女生,
不像是那种说放就可以放的一了百了的女生.
aunty真的很厉害,
我什么都没多说,
她竟然看得出我的性格.
aunty仿佛知道我心里的烦恼.
棒!

aunty还说,
我不能阻止其他的女生喜欢你,
也不要太在意这些女生喜欢你.
hmmmm...

aunty也说,
若注定属于我们的,
怎么样都会归属与我们手里.

可是,
我认为,
属于我的一切都是我曾付出的努力的成果.
hmmmm...

怎么办?
姜始终是老的辣.....
可是事实却好像有点儿相反....

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Teardrops of sorrows

teardrops
is a sign of fragility
it symbolizes feebleness
that was what i used to have in my mind.
sorrow
has been part and parcel of life
gloomy-days will always come
downcast is inevitable
all these years
life has proven to me that shedding tears isn't a solution to problem,
no matter how much tears i've shed,
stockpiles of them are still there waiting for me
Now,
I'm 'immuned' to sorrows,
I've casted a shielding spell that'll protects me from woe
teardorps of sorrows will never be alive
this i promise myself
it'll never invade my life ever again.
-huifang-
(cprr)