i meant what i said.

I told myself not to bother anymore.
I told myself not to care.
THen only i will not get angry.
Why would i be so foolish to make myself angry at other people's actions?
Why on earth would i want to shorten my own lifespan by getting on my nerves?
Why would i want to torture myself while you are enjoying yourself,
relaxing and having a great time at the cyber cafe?

I remembered telling you before,
I am very selfish.
Since you never bother what i says,
since you cannot discipline yourself,
since you cannot control yourself on the games,
what else can i do except not to bother anymore.
I am tired of reminding you play less,
i am sick of getting mad.
I no longer want to bother anymore.

Did you not notice that i never wish you good luck in your games anymore?
Did you not notice what i never say : 'Go and Win this game dear!' anymore?
Because i think you played too much.

I really wonder if you ever listen to me?
i guess you are treating what i said like cow dung or bull shits that mdoesnt make any sense to you at all.
I bet you're thinking that i never understand how much you needed your own time to relax and have fun at the cyber cafe that's why i never stop nagging and bullshitting all the time.

I tell you what,
from this moment onwards,
i will not say a thing when you're going for your game anymore.
NOT EVEN A SINGLE WORD.
mark my words.
I really mean it.