Day 3 at camp syruz

DAY 3

Started our physical module today. Had to wake up damn early at 5.30 am so that I get to use the bathroom 1^st b4 anyone does. All trainees had to be at the Dataran Kawad situated at the top of the hill, at 6.30am dressed in Baju PT.

Stood there for about 20 mins+…..not allow to make any noise….not even cough….. *absolute silence*….. ”LAGU NEGARAKU!... SATU, DUA, MULA!......”commanded by our PENGHULU, head of all trainess – CHON(Mohammad Faisol B. Mat Salleh)…..aka 4 balak………4 golden stripes on his uniform…….a guy form Alor Setar, same height as me…….most important of all a DELTA ……!! cheers for delta…..yeah!

“Negaraku ~ tanah tumpahnya darahku……………” Fine//

“LAGU WIRA WIRAWATI!....SATU, DUA, MULA!...” “Wira wirawati harapan bangsa,…….” we started singing the song……. trying to follow the music n the tempo………..

the music became softer n softer……I had a hard time breathing…… my vision blurred……..’I knew sth’s wrong with me…..i had this feeling b4 …..but it was a long time ago……I knew I’m going to blackout anytime…..ANYTIME!! from now……I put up my hand trying to get the coach’s attention ……but no one came to me. Everything in front of me turned black all of a sudden n I started to fall. I felt so numb at that moment. my friends grabbed my arms n called for the coach’s help .They took me to the back……..

Not being able to see anything for about 5 mins even with my eyes open……I can still hear voices…..voices of Ms Lim, Cikgu Nadia ,” Pengsan ke?..-memanglah gitu,-… “………I felt so useless…..cnt even stand for a short period of time…….haiz…..like that oso faint…….haiz…..