hmmmm.................

I like you12.21am 4 Feb 2010

Even though i have a hunch that this moment will come, and yet, when it happened, i was literally staring at my laptop screen for a few minutes...wondering if i'm in a dream or hallucinating or hm...i dont know...

No it's not a dream. I bite my lips.... ouch, it hurts... it's real.
I wanted to say yes.... so much, but i'm afraid how to explain to my parents? esp my mom, how to convince her that she should trust me, believe in me that i didnt not make the wrong choice?well, sometimes, i dont even believe in myself, so how am i going to make her believe in me?

I'm afraid the history recurred.WHat if it does? I dont know how to deal with the same situation again...