All started when i ask her to look after my phone for that 2 hours.
It didnt come across my ind that she'll buzz into my inbox my read my messages.
Holy crap, she blurted out to them and they were laughing and laughing and making fun of me the whole day since then.
They just check him out via facebook.
Then there were comparisons and comments made by her....
Comparisons made between him and my fellow sixth form schoolmates like t and n and so on...
Comments which i dont want to mention here, comments that dont sound pleasing to my ears.
I should have known this would happen sooner or later.
Today, just before midnight, god once again answered my prayers but with no definite answers.
If i could just clear all the messages, but i couldnt.
I wouldnt want to because they're remind me that i wasnt hallucinating, these messages were real, i dont make them up.
I want to keep them as a memory....whether things could work out or not in the future, it doesnt matter.i want to keep them as a memory.
What Kry said earlier and what mom mentioned just now were almost the same.
Choose wisely. you deserve a better one, girl.
I kept on emphasizing He's not mine. (yet.)
I wonder what would you do if you were in my shoes?
Give up before i fell too deep?
Keep on believing things will change and get better?
Remind myself everyday that this is merely infatuation and i'll get over it in no time?(well, obviously im not in love alright?)
Help me. Please.
-huifang-
It didnt come across my ind that she'll buzz into my inbox my read my messages.
Holy crap, she blurted out to them and they were laughing and laughing and making fun of me the whole day since then.
They just check him out via facebook.
Then there were comparisons and comments made by her....
Comparisons made between him and my fellow sixth form schoolmates like t and n and so on...
Comments which i dont want to mention here, comments that dont sound pleasing to my ears.
I should have known this would happen sooner or later.
Today, just before midnight, god once again answered my prayers but with no definite answers.
If i could just clear all the messages, but i couldnt.
I wouldnt want to because they're remind me that i wasnt hallucinating, these messages were real, i dont make them up.
I want to keep them as a memory....whether things could work out or not in the future, it doesnt matter.i want to keep them as a memory.
What Kry said earlier and what mom mentioned just now were almost the same.
Choose wisely. you deserve a better one, girl.
I kept on emphasizing He's not mine. (yet.)
I wonder what would you do if you were in my shoes?
Give up before i fell too deep?
Keep on believing things will change and get better?
Remind myself everyday that this is merely infatuation and i'll get over it in no time?(well, obviously im not in love alright?)
Help me. Please.
-huifang-
2 comments:
i tot things cud have settled down during holidays as u n him didnt get to meet each other. But it happens to be u 2 getting closer thru 'daily' sms which again confusing u. Damn. Haha. It's true tat u're falling for him. This is what u cant deny. The problem is u dont know whether he's falling for u or not. This is where question marks keep popping out n confusing ur feeling towards him, whether should u continue to fall for him or not. I think the relationship btw u 2 is in the transition state btw close friend and couple. This is from my point of view only la. Haha. I cant stop u from falling for him cos' who knows he's really ur mr.right. HWY is HWY. Dont bother all those comparison made by others. Just follow what ur heart wants u to do. Maybe it's not the right time yet, but it doesnt mean that he's not the right guy. I know u're in a confusion state, but still, u have to wait, since u dont wanna take action first. Haha. I mean just wait. If he fully realizes he likes u, i believe he knows what to do. Give him one more sem de time la, see how things go thru 2nd sem then only u decide to dump him or not. Cos u n him just know each other for few months nia. U guys need more time to make things right. Haha. Wow, im really long gas. Haha. Focus on ur healthcare k n enjoy ur short break after supp paper. Dont miss him too much, must miss me also ma. Haha. :P
haha. Xia ci zai jian, it's actually me, C10, the sapo. Haha. What a lame name, xia ci zai jian. I actually created it last time when i tried to use blogspot but ended up ... ... Haha. Just ignore the name. I lazy edit it. U know tat's me then ok liao. Haha.
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