Friday, June 26, 2009

Blessings in disguises.

A series of events in my life make me realise that
blessings Often come in disguises. well, most of the time.
Last time, i used to have this idea :
"blessings in disguises?
nah, that is what losers say when they cannot achieve their aims.''

So, what changes my idea?
First of all, it was the blog scandal at peng hwa in 2007.
A million thanks to the seniors and that 'handky' guy,
if you guys did not alert the teachers,
if you guys did not spread the news then,
I would not be in a new school.
Well, or i should be saying,
i would not get the chance to study in Chung Ling.
Chung Ling rocks people!
Chung Ling rocks!
I have always wanted to get out of peng hwa since 2002 when i first got there in Form 1.
I applied for a transfer to CGL.
But unfortunately i didnt get it,
and yet peng hwa cancels my name from the students list.
So that first day at schol was like,
Hello, do i not exist here?
right, whatever.
I tried to apply for a transfer after form 3,
but i was really unlucky,
i also did not get to leave that school.
haha so i was stuck at there for 5 yrs.
no, more that 5 yrs (including the 1st few mths of lower 6)
Haha, and who knows,
i wrote sth so offensive on my blog,
and some of the super-loyal seniors saw it and they printed it out and distrubuted it to the teachers.
haha... and oh great!
here comes my chance to leave that place.
I was a lil bit sad then cz i'm going to miss my frens esp the remaining m8 there.
and those who cnt stop calling me by the name of Niao-niao.
I was afraid tht i would not fit in when i get to the new school
cz u know la, ppl often say tht pcghs n uhs girls cnt be frens....or i should say
pcghs n uhs girls are frenemy.
hmm. well, i guess i fit in perfectly well there.
Life in chung ling hv indeed given me a better idea on how schooling life should be.
Competition still goes on, but in a fun way.
Learning in a fun way.
so basically everything is fun and memorable.
pls do not get me wrong,
i'm not saying tht life at pcghs wasn't fun at all.
I had some very very great moments with M8.
Moments on the stage with zying,
going through practises at the corridor,
ppl laughing yet we don't mind.
Mistakes we made and how we learnt to forgive and forget?
The tears i shed after competitions, remember? haha that was silly tho.
Leaving pcghs make me realise how sweet the memories are.
How valuable they are.

Moving on to the next point,
my life during the national service.
I find NS rather stupid and wasting my time,
but i thank god i was given the chance to be a part of the NS training.
At the end of the training,
i'm glad i was there cz i had a very nice experience.
I survived NS without complaining homesick, like a princess.
I learnt to be obedient.
I make my bed everyday,
clean my closet every weekend......
make a lot of new friends.(1st fren was Rv, then shalyn, then wwoon, ......etc)
Learn how to thrive and be successful.
I fall and i learn how to stand.

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And you taught me that.

-huifang-






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Teardrops of sorrows

teardrops
is a sign of fragility
it symbolizes feebleness
that was what i used to have in my mind.
sorrow
has been part and parcel of life
gloomy-days will always come
downcast is inevitable
all these years
life has proven to me that shedding tears isn't a solution to problem,
no matter how much tears i've shed,
stockpiles of them are still there waiting for me
Now,
I'm 'immuned' to sorrows,
I've casted a shielding spell that'll protects me from woe
teardorps of sorrows will never be alive
this i promise myself
it'll never invade my life ever again.
-huifang-
(cprr)