Monday, April 20, 2009

i had to replace another Primary group lesson today.
Terpaksa.
i feel like vomiting blood now.

A short dream can trigger so many memories to come back.
Memories that have ruined almost everything.
Memories that make my life a living hell.
Memories that are haunting.
NOOOOOO!

I need to be strong,
and i have to stop this NOW!
i'm tearing myself apart.
i'm going nuts.
T.-
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Teardrops of sorrows

teardrops
is a sign of fragility
it symbolizes feebleness
that was what i used to have in my mind.
sorrow
has been part and parcel of life
gloomy-days will always come
downcast is inevitable
all these years
life has proven to me that shedding tears isn't a solution to problem,
no matter how much tears i've shed,
stockpiles of them are still there waiting for me
Now,
I'm 'immuned' to sorrows,
I've casted a shielding spell that'll protects me from woe
teardorps of sorrows will never be alive
this i promise myself
it'll never invade my life ever again.
-huifang-
(cprr)