Monday, March 17, 2008

disappointed.

Finally someone told me what was going on.
u people have the guts to simply saythings,
why not say them right at my face?
i would have given u all the truth.
there's no need to play a guessing game
and spread the rumour, asking who and who.
why guess?
i was there all the time.
why not u people come and ask me the truth?
wouldnt it be better if u personally hear it from me?
but u people prefer a guessing game.

i wasnt deaf.
neither am i blind.
i heard and i saw the rumour right through your faces.
i knew what was going on, what you people were talking,
but i tried to turn a deaf ear.
i believed you people will gonna stop soon.

I'm so disappointed in u people.
i trusted and treated u people as my friends,
and yet u all did this to me.
I am totally disappointed!

friends, so-called friends huh?!
it seems that i was wrong about these friends.

ps: those who couldnt understand, i'll appreciate if u ask me nothing.thank you.
this has got nothing to do with the history here.
-huifang-



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Teardrops of sorrows

teardrops
is a sign of fragility
it symbolizes feebleness
that was what i used to have in my mind.
sorrow
has been part and parcel of life
gloomy-days will always come
downcast is inevitable
all these years
life has proven to me that shedding tears isn't a solution to problem,
no matter how much tears i've shed,
stockpiles of them are still there waiting for me
Now,
I'm 'immuned' to sorrows,
I've casted a shielding spell that'll protects me from woe
teardorps of sorrows will never be alive
this i promise myself
it'll never invade my life ever again.
-huifang-
(cprr)